One minute I'm fine and the next I feel like my back is going to explode and my stomach starts to ache.





There's a girl at my school who I want to hug really badly.
I know she has problems and I want to make her feel better.
I'm also incredibly jealous of her.
I wish I was in her shoes.




Yeah, so everyone that goes to my school is gorgeous and tiny.
I feel so intimidated. Even by the girls in my grade.
Love gaining weight and looking/feeling disgusting, it's great.

I just want to go to my classes and be ignored.
I think my life would be 98357823 times easier if I didn't have friends.






I really don't appreciate you saying I'm fat/I don't need to eat that/I shouldn't eat that/I'll gain weight if I eat that everytime I'm about to eat something.
Like seriously, fuck off.
I already fucking gained weight, you're just making me feel worse about it.